calico901

I should be writing a paper.... but I'm way too distracted with trying to figure out how to put together a portfolio for art school, and whether or not I'm good enough to even impress an art school.

Sigh.

this is a ramble. and i don't blame you if you're not gonna read it

i don't know who i am. i thought i knew, and then recently... i've been wondering. really confused about everything, you know? i look around, see all these different people every day, and you can tell that they're all wondering and confused like me. most of them, anyway. and then there's those people who come along and make you want to wake up from this sleepwalk life you've been leading. they're charismatic, exciting, spontaneous... they know what they're doing.

and today, i think i figured it out. it's those people who don't give a crap about what other people think. they're who they are, they do what they love, and they don't let anything stop them from that. 99% of the rest of the population is too busy trying to impress everyone and be like everyone else and they've lost the unique and inspiring person who they really are.

it makes sense to want to please people... but in the end, is it really worth it? 6 billion lives all being lived the same way? what a waste.

anyways. i think i've hit a wake up call. planning on putting art up again.

THIS IS AN ORDER!! GO LOOK AT THIS PROFILE: thebiblicalbeast.deviantart.com

It's my friend's site, he's a great artist... so go fave his work

hugs to all--
calico

Hi everyone,

It's been awhile hasn't it? Well, I'm back again and I'll be posting up my artwork soon... but I'm especially excited to see what you've all been up to. Comment or message and let me know what's new.

And when I start posting, please note that your criticism is welcome and appreciated as always!

's all around,
~calico901